fixing the jigsaw puzzle of her life

i would say it's God's grace that the saints came over my place to have a casual small gathering.talked about things and told them about my awful experiences in school.you know what i've just come to realise?the fact that im constantly trying to be as good as everyone else in school, being competitive and all, although my standards nowhere threatening to others, that i forgot to find rest and peace in Him.these few weeks were exhausting and draining.i've found out worst things going around and well..all i've got to do now is to move on and just stop thinking for a second.take one step at a time.then again,all things are easier said than done.i'll just have to learn to rely on Him every second of the day no matter what.or else..i won't know how much i have to struggle through this 'short' period of 2 yrs..or rather 1 and a half.all i want now is hope for everything to settle down and that i would stop complaining." And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to His eternal glory in Christ, will perfect, establish, strengthen, and settle you" 1Peter 5:10(: i thank You Lord, You work not by the world's system of so called 'justice' but by the power of grace.which explains the parable in matt 21?if im not wrong..
ohoh!highlight of the week!!CRESCENT SPEECH DAY(:(:(:!haha.i loveee going back and have that feeling of familarity.missed my favourite spot, netball court!and of cz my dearest team 6!couldnt stop feeling happy and laughing throughout the day until..everything ended.and well,good things never last.all those memories just started playing and replaying like some broken player.and well..my hands are peeling!just like how it did after obs..): how i wish i could remember studying materials as well as i can remember all my memories..
and He whispers words of love that gives you peace which surpasses all understanding(:

that's what a bored and exciting person will do in clean nice toilets(: what can i say, but it's the horrible HORRIBLE curse of THE TIE!which makes anyone sulk like melly here!hahaha

see!told you it's the tie.. my other love of my life!(: oh dear..i realise the trophies are too transparent to be seen. without them,there's no yanting like today(: